Finding My Voice

Exactly what it says. The girl who has proclaimed "I can't write!" on a weekly basis is ... well ... writing.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

More Chris Rose

OK, so I know that the point of this blog is for ME to write.

But sometimes ... I just need to share Chris Rose. You'd think I know him, the way I pimp him out in this blog. But he just has this point of view that makes me laugh and cry all at the same time.

So go on over to the Times Picayune and read:
This one, about how there ought to be a "Survivor: New Orleans";
This one, an open letter to Joe Theismann prior to the Monday night game, which is a message to the world about the reality that is New Orleans (and there are a few paragraphs which say exactly what I've been trying to say, only ... better.)
And this one, about the Monday night Saints game.

Enjoy.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Anybody watching TV?

Any thoughts on the new fall shows?

As a TV junkie with TiVo, I feel it is my duty to watch every new show at least once. Almost every new show. TiVo can only record two shows in the same time slot, so ... there are limits. :)

So far, the only thing I jaw-droppingly LOVE is STUDIO 60. As a huge Sorkin fan (recently re-watching the entirety of SPORTS NIGHT on DVD), I had certain expectations. And then of course concerns that my expectations were too high. But I thought it totally delivered. And the cast is, or course, brilliant.

I like STANDOFF. More than I thought I would, actually. Dick's the one who voted for a second episode, as I was kinda unsure. But I am into it; I think the leads are very likable, and the writing pretty good. And I think Gina Torres is effing brilliant at everything she does. In fact, she's the reason I tuned in to begin with.

Unfortunately, it's up in the same time slot where we already watch THE UNIT and VERONICA MARS. So I can only hope that one of them eventually moves. But in the meantime, it'll be our original two watched weekly, and catch STANDOFF whenever one of the others is off or in reruns.

I also like JUSTICE. Yeah, it's yet another law show, but it has a slightly different hook. Two, really. One is that you'll see exactly what DID happen at the end of each show; and the other, the tie-in to the tabloid court-tv style show. And really, Katherine LaNasa could run away with the show, and she's not even a series reg. Victor Garber is, as always, wonderful.

I like MEN IN TREES. I watch this one solo - mostly because Dick's trying to limit his TV addiction more than I do, not because he has an aversion to chick shows. ;) Is it stealing liberally from NORTHERN EXPOSURE? Sure. Am I hooked into it anyway? You betcha.

I passed on SMITH, TIL DEATH and HAPPY HOUR after one episode. In SMITH I just couldn't see why I should care about any of the major players, except the wife. TIL DEATH was by-the-book formulaic (yawn) and HAPPY HOUR, while not the ODD COUPLE rip-off I thought it was going to be based on the description, still didn't do anything for me. I did like the sidekick friend, as played by Beth Lacke, but it wasn't enough to make me tune back in.

I couldn't even get through an entire episode of VANISHED, KIDNAPPED, or THE CLASS. 'Nuff said on those.

Looking forward to the continuation of the season!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Mark Krasnoff, RIP

Another New Orleans actor is no longer with us.

I never really knew Mark - though I certainly respected his work. But it really has to be a blow to the community this year.

My thoughts and prayers to his friends and family, and to the community as a whole.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

I have been ngelectful.

Of this blog.

I could claim "life", "busy", etc ... but the reality is, after the emotional rollercoaster that was New Orleans - and documented moment by moment on this blog - I think I just felt like I had nothing left to say. For a while.

I really was pretty depressed for a while upon returning home. But after the Labor Day weekend, which ended up being a five-day weekend for me, my head finally felt like it was screwed on straight. I don't know what exactly it was - maybe it was the sleep, or the time to myself to absolutely do nothing, or the four hour Spike Lee documentary (which I had to watch in three parts because I couldn't handle it all at once) ... but I finally felt the fog lift and my mind clear.

For the first time in like a year.

The clarity was amazing. I was a whole new person at work. Or at least, I was the person I was pre-Katrina.

Isn't that odd, to have SUCH a profound effect on my life for so long?

(Just as a side note: I found the documentary incredibly moving. I'm glad he made it. Do I think he had a political agenda? Sure. Did I think he left some things out? Absolutely. Did I marvel at the absence of, say, Harry Connick, Jr or Patricia Clarkson? You betcha. But people are angry and frustrated and it gave them a national voice. That's got to be a good thing.)

So. Moving on ...

How does one move on? I'm still wrestling with my friends scattering around the country. In fact, I'd argue that I've put it out of my head since I've been home.

My dad doesn't want to hear the word "Katrina" any more. I understand where he's coming from, but at the same time, he has to realize that it's the root of every complaint he has. His rent, for example, is going up $75/month. The man is on a fixed income, people. That's a HUGE increase. His option? Find a new apartment. Yeah. Good luck with that. Prices have gone so sky high that he has no CHOICE but to stay where he is.

But I can't help him. I can't fix it. What are his options? Moving here, where he cost of living is even worse? Moving to Detroit to be near his inlaws, where he'd freeze from October to April? Moving to a strange place, alone, in his 80s?

I always make it clear when people ask that my father's life was not destroyed in the hurricane. Unlike so many people, he was merely inconvenienced. And that holds, of course. But the inconvenience seems to grow a little more every year.

Anyway. I had committed to doing a blog NOT Katrina-related, and here I am, again.

So briefly, I'll touch on one other topic.

My pants.

I have a blog reader - and for all I know she's my only regular blog reader (ok, there are maybe five of you) - who has, the last several times she's seen me, asked me to PLEASE go back to blogging. "Write about anything," she said. "You could write about your pants, and I'd read it."

While I promised to keep her name out of it - THIS TIME - I said, just for her, I'd blog about my pants.

Not because I think I could make any topic interesting. Far from it. No, it's just that with my whole diet thing, I have a lot to say about pants.

Who, I'd like to know, came up with sizes?

NOTHING in my closet fits. Too big, too small, nothing is that perfect Goldilocks "just right".

The biggest pair of jeans have made their way to my top shelf, to (hopefully!) never be taken down again. But, ya know, I'm a woman so I'm going to keep them just in case. :) But the jeans I have in rotation ... they're all HUGE. I mean, it's great for being able to show off the weight loss ("see? These were tight on me a year ago!"), but I don't have a pair that actually FIT me yet. The gulf between sizes is apparently huge.

The good news is, I took down my size 4 courdoroys about a month ago and tried them on, just to see. Six months ago, I couldn't even get them on. Three months ago, I couldn't zip them. Now, I can actually put them on AND get them zipped. I doubt I could breathe for a long period of time, but I figure that's progress. I'm hoping to waer them this winter.

I have other size 4's on my shelf, waiting patiently to return to regular wear. Maybe this year?